I am a masochist and a painslut
I am a masochist. But I have long struggled with accepting that side of myself because it somehow implies that something just isn’t right with me. I have a history of self-harm and I...
Category: My Personal Sex Experiences
This Is Not A Game
He rarely does that. Control my orgasms. There is a certain pleasure in seeing your partner twitch in ecstasy, watching them lose control over their body and mind, and knowing that you have caused...
Public Play Party Experience
Public play and going to kink related events isn’t necessary one of my favourite things in the world to do. But it is something that is both intriguing and fascinating: I get to see...
My Sexual Fantasies – Private Kinks, Pansexual Needs and Being Whored Out
For most of my life, my sexual fantasies had stayed in the realm of my imagination. I am not shy to talk about things in a public setting like my blog. But if any...
Sex, Dissociation, Trance and Subspace
Sex is not only about physical sensations. The mind plays just as much of an important role: our thoughts and feelings, our connection to our body, the ways we experience touch. The body can...
Primal Scream
I am watching you. I want you to touch me. I want you to hurt me. I want you to torture me. But I wait. I am the prey that wants to be caught,...
Cum Tributes Are A Huge Turn On For Me
I am a shy person. I know that I don’t come across as one. There are nudes of me on my blog after all. I express very strong opinions and I openly talk about...
Submissive Training – How Erotic Hypnosis Enhanced My Submission
In some D/s relationship forms, the training of the submissive is a huge part of the connection. If you are a Disciplinarian Dom, or a slave submissive, a servant or just in a very...
Fisting – Feeling Fully Controlled
I am in a blissful space. Orgasm after orgasm has already run through my exhausted body. I am wet and spent. But he is determined to push me over the edge, to make me...
Faking Orgasms – A Way to Avoid Communication?
There is this odd concept that the goal of all pleasurable sexual activity needs to be a mindblowing orgasm. Supposedly, that is not only important for the person experiencing the orgasm, but also for...
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