Challenging
Fucking damn it. I’m frustrated with that I ended up being so appalled by my own body again. I had been trying so hard the last few years: to accept, to conquer and to...
Category: Body Image
Systemfluidity – Gender Identity and Dissociative Identity Disorder
Gender is complicated. It is about feelings and identity, it is about relating to your physical body and feeling comfortable with how others see you. It is intertwined with body image, with sexuality, with...
Anxiety and Sex: Expectations, Body Image and the Past
In society, sex is portrayed as a pleasurable activity. And that most things can be overcome with the help of consent, communication and honesty. Heck, even I preach those things. Sex is fun, sex...
Born Again
I am a flake. A flakey flake. All my life I have been deeply engrossed in certain things, projects, studies, relationships and jobs, only to abandon everything all of the sudden. There were often...
Getting My Sexy Back
I haven’t felt it lately, the sexiness. It didn’t matter if clothed, barely clothed or naked. I couldn’t stand looking at myself. And I couldn’t even imagine anyone finding me remotely attractive. Those feelings...
When Will I Ever Look Good?
I don’t like my body. And I don’t like the way that I look. I have body image issues and dealing with them is a constant struggle. But from years of really trying to...
Nudity and D/s – Safety in Vulnerability
I’m not particularly fond of my body. I avoid looking at it in mirrors and I even don’t look at myself when taking a shower. I just don’t find it aesthetically pleasing. So I...
Lingerie Anxiety
I really need to get some new lingerie. I have lost some weight and nothing really fits right and I am also bored with always wearing the same things. But I am such a...
Body Love: Z is for Zest
The A to Z challenge has taken me much longer to finish than I had expected. But I am not a quitter, so here I am with my last post for the challenge. I...
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