Losing Control
TW/CW: mention of self-harm and suicidal thoughts and attempts Confusion in her eyes that says it all.She’s lost control.And she’s clinging to the nearest passer by,She’s lost control. And she gave away the secrets...
Tagged: mental health
When Will I Ever Look Good?
I don’t like my body. And I don’t like the way that I look. I have body image issues and dealing with them is a constant struggle. But from years of really trying to...
Hypervigilance: A Sixth Sense?
I often find that people connect abilities that are quite human and shaped by our experiences and skills with something supernatural. Someone who is great at understanding others thinks they can read people’s minds....
My Approach to Personal Growth
The ability and freedom to actively work on your personal growth is a privilege. For someone to be in a place where they can focus on becoming a better human being, not by accidental...
Just a Rant
I have been feeling really disconnected from everything lately. I don’t know how else to describe it. It is a feeling of not belonging. I don’t mean in a dissociative way which usually is...
Words are my Friends
Words are my friends. I can play with them, they are safe and they are there when I need them. I just wished that I sometimes could control them better. And I want to...
Lack of Self-Confidence and the Desire for a Quick Fix
I have written about subjects related to confidence many times on this blog. It is a topic that I often struggle with because there are so many areas in which I feel like I...
Dependent and Independent – I am Both
I remember one of the first times my Master and I had a conversation, and I tried to make him understand what kind of a person I was. “I am a strong and independent...
Dissociative Identity Disorder and Gender Identity
Most people do not struggle with their gender identity and they feel like their body represents the gender they emotionally connect to. Others suffer from gender dysphoria or they are questioning their gender. They...
Truth or Lie – Trauma and the Fear of Being a Liar
CW: mention of trauma (no details though) I have been struggling lately. As many of you know, I don’t really share those kinds of things on social media, publish long emotional posts on social...
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