Getting My Sexy Back
She won’t be rich or beautiful“November Spawned a Monster” – Morrissey
But she’ll be walking in your streets
In the clothes that she went out and chose for herself.
I haven’t felt sexy in a while. And that shows in the way I dress, the way I act around my partner, and the pictures that I take. My own body image is very much connected to my mental health and my mental illness. On bad days, I don’t even dare to look into the mirror. On good days I run around naked at home and wear short dresses when outside. I want to feel sexy again but the bad days are still more numerous than the good days. I still like some sheer stockings and some high heels on myself though. Maybe I can wobble into the direction of appreciating my body again, once I learn how to walk in these shoes properly,