Getting My Sexy Back


I haven’t felt it lately, the sexiness. It didn’t matter if clothed, barely clothed or naked. I couldn’t stand looking at myself. And I couldn’t even imagine anyone finding me remotely attractive. Those feelings not only impacted my sex life, but also my ability to take pictures. No matter the filter or angle, I felt repulsed by the result. Today I pushed myself. Because I am done being stuck in old thought patterns that used to keep me from being creative or feeling like I was worthy of other people’s attention. I might not love myself, and never will, but damn it, I am going to fight to get my sexy back.

Sinful Sunday

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24 Responses

  1. This is an amazing photo, DS. Hungrily seductive.

  2. Mrs Fever says:

    I was a little concerned at your long silence. I’m glad to see a post from you.

    I’d like to get my sexy back.
    Preferably for longer than ten minutes at a time.

    Good on you for chasing yours down. 🙂

    • I have been in a really dark space and things were very confusing. But I am slowly trying to get back to the things that have some meaning for me. If I ever have an abundance of sexy, I shall send some your way!

  3. missy says:

    I am so pleased to see you back DS and damn you do look sexy. I love the green on you and well done you for pushing yourself. I am sorry that you have been having such a tough time. Hugs x

  4. PurpleSole says:

    Yay for you, I’m so happy that you got your sexy back and wow does it show. Looking forward to seeing more ☺️

  5. Wow, this is so glamorous!!

  6. I can relate to all of that. I’m struggling as well. You look gorgeous and I hope you find your sexy again.

  7. I am so glad you pushed through, Devie – this image is beautiful and you are beautiful in it x

  8. Raven Lee says:

    I think many of us are struggling to find a way back and to unlock that side again. Glad you’re pushing to get there

  9. Lisa Stone says:

    Interesting image. Green suits you. It is a pity that you have not been with us for so long. I felt that you had some kind of problem, visiting your blog every single day. Now I am glad that you are here again and you have new posts. Welcome back! Don’t be lost, we miss you.

  10. sub-Bee says:

    It’s great to see you back, even if you’re pushing yourself to fake it until you make it.

    I love your green hair, it suits you perfectly.

  11. Loving the hair, makeup, outfit, and everything about this picture! You’re still beautiful and deserving of love even when you’re struggling.

  12. Molly says:

    I am very happy to see you back. I think your green hair suits you perfectly and your outfit is utterly arresting.

    I hope you find you way back to your sexy self. I think sometimes ‘faking it’ like Bee said in her comment can work actually but there is no guide book to these things. I guess you have to just keep trying and find the things that click for you. I hope continuing to create your images though is part of that.


    • Thank you, Molly <3
      I will definitely try to continue to fake it and try to do things that feel good right now, without pushing myself too much. I mean, I know that the sexy isn't gone, it just into some weird hibernation state!

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