Getting My Sexy Back
I haven’t felt it lately, the sexiness. It didn’t matter if clothed, barely clothed or naked. I couldn’t stand looking at myself. And I couldn’t even imagine anyone finding me remotely attractive. Those feelings not only impacted my sex life, but also my ability to take pictures. No matter the filter or angle, I felt repulsed by the result. Today I pushed myself. Because I am done being stuck in old thought patterns that used to keep me from being creative or feeling like I was worthy of other people’s attention. I might not love myself, and never will, but damn it, I am going to fight to get my sexy back.