Healthy Eating For Me – Vegetarian and Low Carb Food
I have had issues with food all my life. I am now at a point where the limitations that I set for myself are not caused by any disordered eating, but a need for...
Category: Thoughts and Reflections
My Best Friend
I have never had a problem connecting with people or making friends. But most of the time, I have kept those connections shallow. I am very protective of who I am and I am...
Disordered Eating: My Relationship With Food
TW/CW: Talk about eating disorders, disordered eating, restricting food, self-harm I have always had a difficult relationship with food. Many people don’t even think much about what they put into their mouths, or how...
Home is a feeling, not a place
I have lived in many towns, villages, countries, houses and apartments. But home was never about the place for me. I think home is about a feeling. It is about a sense of safety,...
Showing Off, Distracting, Flaunting and Limiting Myself
I hate attention. No, let me rephrase that. I hate negative attention. Some people might just want to be the center of attention, no matter what. They are loud, they don’t hold back on...
Emotional Intimacy: I need a deeper connection than touch
The first thing she notices when his hand lifts from covering her eyes is the 19th century canopy bed. Her senses are being tickled by the scented candles he had lit, and placed all...
Cuntfusion: My Racial Identity And My Rainbow Cunt
I’ve always been rather confused about my cultural and racial identity. When I look in the mirror, I see a white Caucasian woman. I assume that is what most people see as well when...
Mission Lady Mode – My Kind of Motivation
Motivation is a fleeting feeling when you struggle with mental health issues, and you don’t have a lot of responsibilities in the form of work or children. What gets you out of bed in...
I’m not an artist – I am a fucking work of art: My Blog 2019
I started this blog in on March 27th this year, so almost exactly nine months ago. And oh my gosh, what a journey those nine months have been! I had had blogs before but...
Christmas – Doing it my way
I have very complicated feelings about Christmas. On the one hand, the month of December is a very triggering time for me. You can see the focus on happy family time and feel the...
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