Getting My Sexy Back
I haven’t felt it lately, the sexiness. It didn’t matter if clothed, barely clothed or naked. I couldn’t stand looking at myself. And I couldn’t even imagine anyone finding me remotely attractive. Those feelings not only impacted my sex life, but also my ability to take pictures. No matter the filter or angle, I felt repulsed by the result. Today I pushed myself. Because I am done being stuck in old thought patterns that used to keep me from being creative or feeling like I was worthy of other people’s attention. I might not love myself, and never will, but damn it, I am going to fight to get my sexy back.
This is an amazing photo, DS. Hungrily seductive.
Thank you so much! <3
I was a little concerned at your long silence. I’m glad to see a post from you.
I’d like to get my sexy back.
Preferably for longer than ten minutes at a time.
Good on you for chasing yours down. 🙂
I have been in a really dark space and things were very confusing. But I am slowly trying to get back to the things that have some meaning for me. If I ever have an abundance of sexy, I shall send some your way!
I am so pleased to see you back DS and damn you do look sexy. I love the green on you and well done you for pushing yourself. I am sorry that you have been having such a tough time. Hugs x
I am glad to be back too, we will see if I am able to stick around though, you never know with me! Thank you <3
Yay for you, I’m so happy that you got your sexy back and wow does it show. Looking forward to seeing more ☺️
Thank you! 😀 <3
Wow, this is so glamorous!!
Thank you <3
I can relate to all of that. I’m struggling as well. You look gorgeous and I hope you find your sexy again.
I really hope you will be able to embrace your sexiness soon again, too! Thank you <3
I am so glad you pushed through, Devie – this image is beautiful and you are beautiful in it x
I am glad too! Thank you, LSB <3
I think many of us are struggling to find a way back and to unlock that side again. Glad you’re pushing to get there
Thank you! <3
Interesting image. Green suits you. It is a pity that you have not been with us for so long. I felt that you had some kind of problem, visiting your blog every single day. Now I am glad that you are here again and you have new posts. Welcome back! Don’t be lost, we miss you.
Thank you, Lisa! Aww, you are so kind 😀 <3
It’s great to see you back, even if you’re pushing yourself to fake it until you make it.
I love your green hair, it suits you perfectly.
Thank you, Bee! <3
Loving the hair, makeup, outfit, and everything about this picture! You’re still beautiful and deserving of love even when you’re struggling.
Thank you so very much 😀
I am very happy to see you back. I think your green hair suits you perfectly and your outfit is utterly arresting.
I hope you find you way back to your sexy self. I think sometimes ‘faking it’ like Bee said in her comment can work actually but there is no guide book to these things. I guess you have to just keep trying and find the things that click for you. I hope continuing to create your images though is part of that.
Molly
Thank you, Molly <3
I will definitely try to continue to fake it and try to do things that feel good right now, without pushing myself too much. I mean, I know that the sexy isn't gone, it just into some weird hibernation state!