I haven’t been feeling sexy or sexual this week. My mental health is unbalanced right now and I have a hard time connecting to my body or any sort of need for touch. Looking at this picture, I get reminded of that just because I feel or don’t feel a certain way about myself in the moment, the physical sensuality that can be observed by anyone by just looking at the body, doesn’t just disappear. I love my butt, it is really the one body part of me that I have always thought was my most attractive. So I am happy I took this picture: to remind myself of that my sexiness doesn’t disappear, even though my emotional connection to my sexuality is on ice for the moment.