Kinky Advent Calendar 2020 – Day 5 – Edging

I don’t like edging. I can see why many submissives find it to be a sublime thing to do during play though. You are at the mercy of your Dominant. They are totally in control of your body and sexual pleasure. The frustration of not being able to get the relief from an orgasm might tickle one’s masochistic side. Over and over. But that is where it ends for me. I can’t take that frustration. I get so frustrated that I might just lose interest in what is happening and lose my arousal. Or I will not enjoy myself and my Master will have to deal with a very feisty and pissy puppet later.

So when I read that the prompt for the door 5 of the Kinky Advent Calendar would be Edging, I swallowed hard. But reading on, it said that the edging should only happen five times and then you can let go and enjoy. That seemed doable because I can come close to an orgasm within seconds, so the time period wouldn’t be too unbearable to get through. Only, my Master didn’t get the memo.

He is aware of that I can come quickly so instead of edging me hard five times, he edged me softly for many many (it seemed like hours to me!) minutes and even found it entertaining to play with my mind while he was at it. “Can I please come?” – “Have you been a good girl?” – “Yes, Master!” – “Wrong answer!” Silence. The wand is pushing against my clit and I am panting. Close, close, oh so close. “I don’t know if I have been a good girl. You are the one to decide if I am a good girl.” – “Ah, you got it.”

Eventually he counted me down to an orgasm and I finally found the relief that I had been craving. I got to admit that I was pretty proud of myself for holding on and remaining in the submissive space without lashing out (like brats do!). He flipped the coin and then forced me to come instead. Now, I love forced orgasms so I feel like that was a treat he was giving me for having been good. I am certain that he feels that I have been a good girl!

I love being prompted to play, especially when it involves doing things that we haven’t done in a while, or that we usually don’t do much. So this was a fun experience! Edging is still not my favourite kink, but it does push me to work harder on my submission, and that is something that I always welcome.

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