Memories: Fiction, Truth and Amnesia
Memories are a way to recall past events. They are a way to remind us of what has happened: either to make sure that we avoid situations that caused us pain in the past,...
Category: Mental Health
Mental Health and Mental Illness are not the Same Thing
I have an issue. Okay, I have many issues but I’ll get to that later. I have a problem with how people use the terms mental health and mental illness interchangeably. And I am...
The End of The World
Why does my heart go on beating?Why do these eyes of mine cry?Don’t they know it’s the end of the world? “The End of the World” – Skeeter Davis My life is covered in...
I Did It And So Can You – How To Get Through Tough Times
When life has slipped behind this isolationCruelty & hatred have becomeThe cause of those whose eyes are full of wantingThe truth will still abandon none…So you must carry this light into the darknessYou shall...
#metoo? – I am a survivor but feel excluded
Trigger Warning: This post discusses sexual violence, rape, sexual assault and sexual harassment. I am a survivor of sexual assault and rape. It took me years to even recognize that this is a fact....
Fucking Depression
I wear this crown of shitUpon my liars chairFull of broken thoughtsI cannot repair “Hurt” – Nine Inch Nails You might think that I share quite a lot about myself on this blog. But...
Recovery From Mental Illness? – Healing, Self-Management and Improvement of Quality of Life
Let me start with that I don’t believe in that recovery is something to work towards when you struggle with mental illness. Recovery, for me, would mean getting to a place of where you...
Long Hard Road Out of Hell: Suicidal Thoughts and Suicide Prevention
I want to fly into your sunNeed faith to make me numbLive like a teenage ChristI’m a saint, got a date with suicide I am chronically suicidal. There are times when I am in...
Tiny Little Monsters Under My Bed: Nightmares, Sleep Paralysis and Insomnia
Nightmares I’ve got a serious problem with monsters under my bedthey argue with the aliens in my headthe whole night long I run as fast as I can. Through dark corridors, panting, sweating, trying...
I need to survive, eh?
I am not someone who enjoys rituals. You might think that a submissive in a D/s relationship, someone like me, adores the idea of strict rituals that deepen the meaning of my connection with...
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