Agoraphobia – Voluntary Imprisonment
Many of my previous posts on mental health and mental illness might have indicated that I have a slight problem with anxiety. Okay, okay. I have a major problem with anxiety! I have several...
Category: Mental Health
A Near Miss
It is a little bit odd how most of my posts the last few days have been about my struggles, my past, my mental illness and my emotional pain. I don’t necessarily love writing...
Survival – Without You, Everything Just Falls Apart
Without him, I wouldn’t be able to survive. Now, how many times have I not wanted to slap someone in the face when they expressed a sentiment like that. Particularly women who still go...
My “Father”
I know what an ideal father is supposed to be like. I have friends who have very supportive father figures in their lives. Men who have always stood up for them, who have protected...
Repeating the Same Mistakes
The Food For Thought Friday people always make me think! I guess that is what it is all about, eh? It is about reflecting, being honest with yourself and sharing some things that might...
PTSD Awareness and C-PTSD Acknowledgment
It is quite a confusing fact that many people in the kink community, both on the D/s and fetish side, have a history of trauma and abuse in their past. I usually don’t like...
Flashbacks, Intimacy and Sex
(Trigger warning: There is going to be some talk of emotional and sexual abuse in this post) His Hands on Me I am on my back. His hands are on my shoulders, holding me...
Ashamed of who I am
There are going to be moments when you need to make that one decision. How much do you let someone know about who you are? How vulnerable do you allow yourself to be with...
“Ouchie! – No, Don’t Stop!” – Is Painplay Self-Harm?
I have a lot of anxiety. I am not talking about being worried or being stressed. Those are of course also quite frustrating experiences but they might not reach the intensity of emotions that...
Gaslighting: Is it all my fault? – Broken by Manipulation
Did you know that there is a natural tendency for abusers to find their victims? They don’t look for the strong that they can break, they can sense your weaknesses through whatever walls you...
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