Sunshine Blogger Award

Sunshine Blogger Award

The wonderful Jupiter Grant nominated me for a Sunshine Blogger Award. It does sound fancy, doesn’t it? Award? Thank you so very much, darling! It is a superfun thing to join in on, because you get to know the people in the blogging community! Before I start replying to the questions that the lovely Jupiter Grant has asked me to answer, let me just tell you how amazing this women is! Ever since I stumbled across her space of the internet, I can’t stop being amazed by her impressive use of the written word. Her erotica is exquisite, her pictures are delicious and her reflections are honest and well-phrased. Go check out her amazing blog and I can assure you, you will not be disappointed!

So here I am, answering 11 thought-provoking questions!

Forrest Gump (and his momma) famously said that “life is like a box of chocolates”. What type of chocolate (boxed chocolates or any confectionery bar) best describes your life right nowand how/why?

I wanted to say something stingy and mysterious like 80% dark chocolate with chili. But then I gave it some honest thought and I am going with a melted Snickers bar! It is a nutty hot mess, which kind of describes my life pretty accurately at the moment. I’d still eat that Snickers, so I am not saying that it is all that bad. I am saying that I am nasty because I’d eat a ruined Snickers bar, and I still see the deliciousness of my life!

The zombie apocalypse is upon us, or a meteor is just days from colliding with the EarthWhat do you do?

I am pretty prone to anxiety which means I have prepared for an impending apocalypse in my head for years! I am all ready for doom and gloom! I would probably be the one person not panicking and just forget about all caution. I would fuck a lot, I would eat what I want (fuck diabetes and heart disease, pizza and cake here I come!!), take drugs and listen to loud music. And then, right before it all is going to blow up, I’d just take a bunch of sleepingpills so I wouldn’t have to experience the most terrible part. I want to add, if it were zombies, we’d still had a fighting chance. Watch The Walking Dead, zombies are not the end!

Do you have a recurring dream/s andif soare you willing to tell us anything about it?

Uhm. Well. I have recurring nightmares from my trauma but I don’t really think those would be fun to read about. But a positive dream I have had ever since I was a child, is one of being a bird. In the dream, I jump down a mountain top and glide down, to fly over forests, rivers and fields, all the way to the ocean. It always gives me a feeling of freedom and peace. I don’t believe in dream analysis though. Me and Freud are just not best buddies. But as a child, I often wished I had wings because of that dream.

Have you ever had an encounter with a celebrityIf yeswho was it and how did you react? If no, is there any celebrity you’d love to meet and how do you think/hope you would react?

Believe it or not, I was kind of a groupie up until my late 20s/ early 30s. So I have been to hundreds of concerts and I have met dozens of celebrities. I also worked at two concert venues and I often was on guestlists of concerts because I became friends with the band. I was cool like that! I have met, among others: Take That and Robbie Williams, HIM, The 69 Eyes, Backstreet Boys, N’Sync, Britney Spears, Oasis, Blur and many many others. And Jupiter, I got one for you. I met Jon Bon Jovi and I have a picture of him and me somewhere in one of my boxes! But! The coolest person of them all was Marilyn Manson. I have been the biggest fan of him and the band and I have met them twice during my, uh, 20 years of fandom! The first time was 2003 in Hamburg, Germany and the second time 2012 in Stockholm, Sweden. He is quite the timid and calm guy and speaks with a soft voice. Also, he smells good, oh my, does he smell good! The first time I met him I was so freaking nervous, especially because he had picked me out of a group of girls waiting for him. He actually said “Calm down, girl” because I was talking so fast. Oh my! It was a very lovely moment. The second time was backstage before their concert in Stockholm. He was yet again extremely nice and he hugged me really tight. I wanted to jump him right there. But I kept it together like the calm and good girl I am! Ha!


Do you believe in ghosts/aliens/angels/premonitions/telepathy/etc? Have you ever had a close encounter of the supernatural kind that you’re comfortable sharing?

I do not believe in any of those things, sorry! I am just not into anything supernatural and as an atheist I don’t even believe in the existence of the soul. So the existence of any kind of supernatural being is kind of out of the question for me. (If there were aliens, I’d love to meet ET though!)

 What was the first song/album/artist you fell in love with? If you aren’t a music fan, how about first book/author?

I want to say something cool, but that would be a lie, haha. I think the first artists I really liked were Roxette and the Shakespeare Sisters. And then I became a massive Take That-fan! (that is a boyband, for all you Americans). I first started listening to more, uhm, sophisticated music when I was about 13 or 14 years old. I fell in love with alternative music like Radiohead, Nirvana, Marilyn Manson, Nine Inch Nails, and then I slowly discovered the goth music scene and that is still my kind of groove.

Meatloaf says he would do anything for love, but he won’t do “that”. What is your “that”? What wouldn’t you do for love?

You are funny, haha. I wouldn’t change the way I look for anyone. When it comes to sex and such, I am open to try almost everything once, and I am also not adverse towards changing some of my behaviour if it clashes with someone else’s. But I have had boyfriends in the past who either were ashamed to be seen with me, or that tried to change the way I look by giving suggestions of turning the whole goth thing down a notch. If you don’t like the way I look, then don’t date me. Easy.

Top Five Favourite films. Go!


*comes back* Right Right! In no particular order:

  1. Pulp Fiction
  2. Interview with a Vampire
  3. Only Lovers Left Alive
  4. Seven Psychopaths
  5. Dracula (1931, with Bela Lugosi)

Have you ever owned, or better yet, do you currently own, any of the following clothing items?
Bell-bottom trousers
Leg warmers
Fluorescent socks
Tie-dyed t-shirts
Hypercolour(TM) anything
Keyboard tie
Underwear featuring any Marvel or DC comic characters

Ahem. I still own legwarmers, do not judge me for those! I used to live in Sweden and it gets pretty darn cold there during the winters. Here in Southern Canada, I still wear them during wintertime, with stockings under them. My legwarmers are black and stylish! I used to wear a tie-dyed T-shirt here and there during my late childhood. My mother still bought my clothes and she wanted me to look cool. I did not look cool. I looked like a hippie-parrot. An unhappy hippie-parrot.

What is your greatest erotic fantasy? Has this fantasy ever been realised in your real life, or does it remain the stuff of your (wet) dreams? Can you, or will you divulge the details? 

I actually have no clue! I have made many of my fantasies into a reality and I am always getting new ones too, because the more I read, the more I want to try out! I think one of my biggest fantasies is being whored out by my Master to a bunch of guys for a kind of public humiliation thing, where I am being fucked and used. It is one of the concepts I most masturbate to. But I doubt I will ever make this one into a reality, I would chicken out!

My Nominations

Now it is my turn to nominate some bloggers for the Sunshine Award. How exciting! I am kind of apologetic because I know that this seems a bit of a chainletter kind of a thing. I don’t want anyone to feel pressure to participate! You are still getting a mention here though because I think you are very amazing! My nominations are (I am picking 8 because Jupi picked 8 too, and I am trying my best to not pick the same as she did!):


PurpleSole and littlegem


Marie Rebelle

Violet Fawkes


J Lynn


The Questions

And here are the questions I want you all to answer!

How did you get into blogging, and what made you stick with it?

If you could have any animal in the world as your pet, which animal would you pick? Fantasy animals are fine too, dragons and unicorns should be real!

Now let me throw you into the deep end of philosophy. How would you define nothingness?

Where do you see yourself in five years?

Are you fan of any celebrity? A band, a singer, actor/actress, artist, sportsman/sportswoman? What is so great about them?

How much do the people in your life know about your sexblogging? Is it something that you feel comfortable telling people about? Why/Why not?

What would be the theme song of your life? If you can’t pick one song, which songs would be in a compilation about your life?

If you could send out five word message to the world, what would it be?

What was the best sex you have ever had? Was it about the person you were with, or what you were doing with them?

Have you ever been to any kink events like play parties, munches or fetish parties? How involved are you in your local scene?

Which place(s) in the world would you really like to visit one day? What peeked your interest about it/them?

The Rules:

Thank the blogger who nominated you.

Answer the 11 questions the blogger asked you.

Nominate new blogs to receive the award and write them 11 new questions.

List the rules and display the Sunshine Blogger Award in your post/or on your blog.

Notify the nominees about it by commenting on one of their blog posts.

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6 Responses

  1. Sweetgirl says:

    Congratulations on the nomination ?

  2. jupitergrant says:

    Fantastic ? I really enjoyed your answers, Deevie, and thank you so much for your lovely compliments. Right back atcha, my dear. I’m in awe of your blog!
    I love your photos with MM! That second pic is amazing. How did you remain calm with his arms around you?! I would have swooned **oh, Brian**
    In the event of the end of the world, i think I’m going to borrow your plan. It sounds perfect.
    And good for you for refusing to change who you are for any lover, because you rock just the way you are!! ??

    • I am glad you enjoyed my silly answers 😛 Haha, I don’t think I came across as the most chill or intelligent people in any of the instances I met Marilyn Manson. I was more like the nervous wreck that speed-talked about how his music changed her life 😛

  3. Thank you for the nomination 🙂

    Rebel xox

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